Scream of my heart #1: Sometimes the best gift is the gift of never seeing you again....

Sometimes, 1 of the best way to is forget about her right? But, the thing is she keep showing up in every day of your life. It kinda ruined the mood.Still, I liked you. But then, you got yourself a BF. Hey, congrats! Then, I gave up 4 that. After 3 month falling for you. But, the hell you suddenly mentioned about this all of sudden? It has been like a year. I already through it. Suddenly, its you all over again...

I'm sure he's a good guy. He's probably a great guy. Probably a much better guy than I am. And some part of me wants him to die. I'm just not sure if it's because I want to be with her, or if it's because I want her to suffer.....